To the Big Guy up there

G,

I am desperate. Words do not even remotely suffice in describing the depth of my desperation right now — I NEED you to tell me what to do.

Please tell me. Give me a sign. Somehow somewhere, I don’t know, I just want you to tell me straight to my ears, and straight to my heart, what to do about all this.

Drown out all other voices, I only want to hear what you have to say.

I am crying out in utter desperation.

Please answer me.

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